Accessed: 11/24/07
Dialogue of Dreams
and Other Phenomena
Accessed: 11/24/07
Upcoming publishing of Personal Dreams and Out of The Body (so called) experiences:
THE GREAT WHITE
PILLAR OF TRUTH - March, 1992
DANCING WITH THE GHOSTS - August 1, 1997
CONVERSATION WITH A GHOST - September, 1997
TRAVELING THROUGH A WATERY SWAMP BY TRAIN - January 1998
TWO, OUT OF THE BODY EXPERIENCES - 1971
POLAR SHIFT? 2-02-2000
THE BEAR HEAD IN THE OAK TREE 2005
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The Egg, within an Egg
My personal encounter with SPIRIT....
On
In my dream I saw a very
large egg that resembled a dinosaur egg. I could see the interwoven fibers that
made the surface very crude and rough, almost like a coconut shell, it had many
spots and blemishes. Its surface was imperfect. I could hear a voice talking to
me, that was describing the egg and it was saying, "Handle it with care
because it is very fragile." I did not pay attention to everything it was
saying because I was preoccupied with the strange sight.
As I approached the large
egg, I noticed a large hole on top of its shell and I was able to see what was
inside. An already bizarre event was becoming even stranger as I looked inside
the egg. What I saw, was a chamber that was lid up by a bright pure white egg
lying on the bottom of the large egg. I thought, "Gee, that’s
strange?" "What is a chicken egg doing inside of a dinosaur egg?"
It became even more
bizarre as it went and I, somehow, was able to see what was inside the white
egg. What I saw was an egg yolk and a human embryo. The egg yolk and the embryo
were suspended in triangular shaped and transparent albumen that kept the two
connected inside its shell. I thought, "What is a human embryo doing inside
a chicken egg?" "That doesn't look right." All this time the
voice was talking to me and I cannot remember everything that it was saying. I
do know that it was describing and explaining the egg to me. It became even more
bizarre as the next event took place.
While I was examining the
embryo and the yolk, a face appeared in the egg yolk and it was smiling at me.
Never in my life have I ever seen a face that beautiful, it did not express any
gender. It was as bright as the sun, but it did not burn my eyes. It did not say
a word to me other then looking and smiling. It looked and smiled at me for a
very long time and I was able to burn it into my memory. I have attempted to
find artists, especially psychic artists, to make a painting for me about my
dream, but none would attempt to draw the face that I saw. I was told that a
painting would do an injustice to my dream experience. None would attempt the
painting that I would love to hang in my living room.
The face continued to look
and smile at me and it gave me a very warm feeling of comfort and great safety.
I heard the voice say, "Isn't that beautiful?" I reciprocated the
statement by saying, "That is very beautiful." I slowly came to the
realization what was happening to me.
All of a sudden, the
embryo and the yolk with the face in it disappeared and the pure white egg
cracked open on one side. A small miniature man who was dark in color emerged
and he struggled in the thick slimy albumen that covered his whole body. He was
gasping for breath as he attempted to struggle free and I thought, "If I
don't help him, he will suffocate and die." I reached out to help him when
all of a sudden the voice spoke and said, "Don’t touch it!" "It
will take care of itself." All I could do was watching it struggle. The
miniature man finally struggled himself free and rested while he was still
panting from the struggle and I woke up with no remembrance about the dream
until three hours later.
Upon examining my own
reaction during the dream, I was able to draw these conclusions. The questioning
that I was doing about the dinosaur egg, the pure white egg within, and the egg
yolk, and human embryo, was my own sense of limited human reasoning. I was
looking at something that is outside the norm of reality as we know it. Where
can one go and find an egg with a human embryo connected to an egg yolk?
Not to mention that the chicken egg was inside a dinosaur egg?
AN
EXPLANATION OF THE DREAM
(This paragraph may be revised from time to time as I
learn and see more about the dream.)
The dinosaur egg with all its imperfections and blemishes is my body that has been exposed to the ravages of time and pollution, and sustaining scars, bruises, and burns while working for the industry. But, it is the pure white egg that is the salvation of the body. The regenerating energy of The SPIRIT of Life that sustains the body in healing and youthfulness.
The
white egg is the seat of the most high who sustains our lives without
interruption that makes the human experience possible in either mortality or
immortality. It may be compared to the roots of a tree that draws
nutrients from the soil. Without the roots the tree will whither and
die. It is the seat of power that makes immortality possible and is an
unending source of Life. A bucket of water that is heated by sunlight is
kept warm until the sun goes down. The water in the bucket will then cool
off and turns cold. This is entropy or decay. The difference with us
is that the source of Life is not only externally present but more so within
us. It is the Eternal Flame of Life within us, the sun that never goes
down unless we let it go down on us and we experience disembodiment forced by
decay. That sunlight within us is the Eternal Knowledge and Wisdom of
SPIRIT without whom immortality is impossible. It is our source of an
immortal Life, the internal sun that never goes away and keeps the bucket of
water (our body) warm without cessation. It cannot be left out of the
equation of immortality. Therefore is ignorance the source and cause of
mortality --this is what the world understands.
The human embryo, are our
own humanistic perception and understanding about God and reality. It is still
in the embryonic stage of awareness and understanding. The egg yolk is an
aspect of SPIRIT that feeds my embryonic state of consciousness and is protected
by the pure white egg shell that is also an aspect of SPIRIT. I am being
fed with knowledge that I may grow and understand the truth about the reality of
THE ALL and share it with those who are willing and who are able to understand.
The face (The God of many
faces) in the egg yolk is our teacher (THE ALL in All) who will take us to very
high places of knowledge. It will cause us to see and perceive things that are
beyond the mortal boundaries of the five senses and a near dormant sixth sense,
"Consciousness," that is under the hypnotic collective mindset of our
civilization.
The face that shone as
bright as the sun is the true teacher of all humanity at least to those who will
search for it. This is firsthand knowledge, and is free from rumors and
deception. Let the person who can, listen to what the subtle, silent, but
powerful voice has to say. You will be awed.
This is my teacher. All
the writings on this web site concern the knowledge of the Arcane Wisdom and are
not a common knowledge. There are no religious or educational institutions
anywhere on this planet that can teach these things because it remains hidden
from the materialistic view of this civilization. If there are educational
institutions that have this knowledge, they would most likely be found within
the secret spiritual societies of this planet.
The egg yolk (Spirit,
Christ Consciousness, etc.) teaches the human embryo about reality-of the things
that are, and all that is. It enables the understanding to grow into knowledge
and wisdom. It enables a person to "see" God. In biblical terms:
"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God."
The dark colored miniature
man who was struggling in the albumen, is the embryo who was fed with knowledge
by the egg yolk (Spirit) and has been empowered with knowledge, wisdom and
understanding. It has grown in knowledge, but is still struggling itself loose
from the bondage of all mortal limitation. It is learning how to use the new
found knowledge that will become its power to rise above ignorance.
Armed with knowledge,
wisdom, and understanding, it is systematically removing the traditional bondage
of the collective belief systems that keeps most human beings in an ignorant and
hypnotic state of mind....
Every word that I write or
speak is only a theory or a hypothesis to you the reader or the listener. I'm
well aware of this fact. The evidence of these things can only come when you
make it your own experience "to know." You must understand it and see
it for yourself. Only you can prove it to yourself. No other human being can do
this for you no matter what the other person's religious or social standing is.
Can anybody digest your food for your benefit?
If you attempt to follow
another human being, you can become disillusioned if those individuals decide to
change course midstream to further their own egotistic tendencies. If they fall
by their own hands, you will go down with them. You must learn to know and
follow the "inner teacher." You will never be deceived and it will
take you into regions of the Mind that is beyond belief. The God of the Universe
is not helpless nor does it need a helping hand from any human or entity.
Knowledge, Wisdom, and
Understanding, are the three Master keys that will help propel any person into
regions of the mind that is unknowable to the current collective mindset of this
civilization. If anybody wants these three keys, all they have to do is ask for
it with sincerity of heart and mind. It cannot be accomplished on a superficial
level of thinking. Any attempts of accomplishing this on your own would only
give you humanistic results at best.
Locking yourself in a room
and reading the Bible all day long will not yield any results. You must start a
dialogue between yourself and your "FATHER,"
the true non-biological "FATHER" of all humanity.
If you are struggling with
the question whether God exists, you must first resolve that question in
your own mind before you can continue. No person can prove the existence of God
anymore than they can digest your food for your benefit. It is a very personal
and silent journey that no other person can accomplish for you. You must
experience it firsthand, and see it for yourself. You can listen to other
people, but then, there is always the danger of deception because human nature
is prone to maliciousness. Let your own discernment and intuition be your guide.
Learn to trust it. It is well capable of distinguishing a Truth from an untruth.
It cannot be lied to, because it knows everything.
If a person requires
scientific proof regarding the Arcane Wisdom, they will have to wait until
science awakens to the greater realities that is beyond the capability of their
current analysis of reality. Science is the study of the manifested
reality. However, it has done very little if anything about the
un-manifested reality. Moreover, a person who requires scientific proof
and is unable to acquire such proof can only accept Truth on the premise of
"belief." "To believe, or not believe," that is the
question. This type of person would have to make an acceptance based on
faith and trust, or it can choose not to accept for lack of scientific proof or
any other imaginary proof. "Prove it to me!" is a typical
attitude of our western civilization. Often, if nothing can be proven, the
person will abandon religious thought altogether. This attitude has caused
the materialistic manifestations in our society that dominates our western
civilization because there are things that exist, unreachable and unattainable
through technology.
Deception is an excellent
tool to use for the control of large masses of people but everything is seen in
the awareness of the silent observer who will always know.
Never do anything that is
based on fear. Fear causes a person to misjudge a choice and can lead to chaos
and disaster.
There are choices that you
have to make with which nobody can help you. There are old books available that
express the knowledge and wisdom of the ages. Today’s civilization managed to
completely bury it in their fears, superstitions, idolatry worship, and
unyielding materialistic minds.
If you do not believe in
God or the existence of God, then all you can go by are your own intellectual
thoughts and ambitions. Your own intellectual understanding about reality is the
only knowledge that you possess to navigate yourself through life. But no
matter what, nothing is ever lost....
Bearing Witness of "THE ALL."
J. R. Seydel
A Neophyte
"THE
GREAT WHITE PILLAR OF TRUTH"
(1992)
Four years after the
dream of the "Egg within an egg," I joined a "Kybalion"
course in a Metaphysical church that I joined during my exploration and learning
experience. I left the Christian religion because of the shallow mundane
preaching on Sunday mornings and endless religious verbiage and rhetoric of
bible quotations that left me spiritually defunct and empty headed. I felt
robbed of my essence. It was a waste of time and no spiritual advancement.
It was time to move on and explore....
The Gulf war was happening and I was unemployed. A friend
mentioned and said to me, that when you speak about Spirituality, she said,
"You sound like the "Kybalion." "The what?" I
asked? "The Kybalion," she said. "You may be
interested in a Kybalion course at the metaphysical church on every Wednesday
night." In the back of my mind it sounded like some kind of spooky
witchcraft lore and I said, "I don't know, I'll have to think about
that." I was tired of being led into blind alleys and kicking against
brick walls. Two months had lapsed after I joined a metaphysical church in
One Wednesday evening
during the course the Rev. was teaching about "The All" and the phrase
of "All is in THE ALL, and THE ALL is in All" was pronounced. It
captured my mind but I had no idea what it meant. I was unable to
understand its meaning. Everybody around the table kept nodding their
heads but I was completely ignorant. It kept buzzing around in my head
even after I left to go home that evening.
It was not until the next Wednesday session that the phrase was
mentioned again, "All is in THE ALL, and THE ALL is in All."
This time my eyes went wide open and I had a difficult time to restrain myself
and keep my mouth shut because my head felt like as if it was about to explode.
I not only heard the phrase being mentioned by the reverend, but I was able to
see it with the Mind. My mind became restless and I kept thinking
"Oh, my God." "This is incredible." I had to
restrain myself in the chair and politely waited until our ten minute break.
During the ten minute
break I approached the reverend and said, "Do you realize what you are
saying?" He said, "Oh yeah." "I have been teaching it
for fifty years." I talked to several other students about the phrase
and they all agreed what I said and nodded their heads. I soon realized
that I was alone with my vision because we were unable to connect in the same
way and I went home to my apartment with things racing through my head.
That evening I went to bed and was unable to sleep because of so many things
racing through my head. At times I was unable to determine if I was asleep
or awake but it did not matter because my mind was still racing with information
that I had difficulty to grasp.
The following evening was
a carbon copy of the previous night but this time I was awakened because the
room was lid up. I raised my head and looked at the foot end of the bed
and saw a giant hand composed of light rising as it changed position and
pointing all fingers at my head so that its appearance was flat with fingers pointing toward me. Without warning the giant hand shot towards me and
hitting me between the eyes and all that I can remember was a bright flash of
light in my head. The next thing, I was awake at
These sessions lasted for
about a week with very little sleep but I was still unable to determine if I was
in my waking or sleeping state. I felt exhausted and asked SPIRIT if I
could have a good night's rest. That evening I was able to sleep without
incidence but still information was racing through my head in my waking state
the next day while I was watching the gulf war in session. The next and
last night, again I was unable to tell if I was asleep or awake and more
information was racing through my head so rapidly that I was unable to hold on
to it. When the racing in my head stopped, I saw in a dream or, a vision,
unable to tell, an enormous large massive structure composed of light and
extremely bright that pointed very high into the sky, it looked like the
Washington DC tower monument except many times more massive and taller with a very sharp
and pointed top. I heard a powerful voice speaking to me and it said,
"You must be as the great white pillar of Truth." When I
awakened that morning, I repeated that phrase over and over again as it kept
buzzing around in my head. It has been a very sobering experience.
This was the beginning of knowing and understanding SPIRIT for me. The
existence of God is no longer a question or an issue in my mind because it was
resolved when I can "see" the SPIRIT of LIFE and all its operations
and manifestations in the Universe and our planet earth. One may ask if I
am better than other humans. The answer is that no man can rise higher
than another. No man can rise higher than his or her own source of LIFE.
However, I may be better off as a result of the choices I make to learn more
about SPIRIT while others choose to live life in the fast lane without any
forethought --living life unconsciously.
The giant pillar of light
represents an immutable and unchangeable truth of a reality that is uncorrupted
by human consciousness that points to the SPIRIT of the "Most High, --THE
ALL in All."
Out of The Body Experience (OBE)
In the wee hours during the winter months of 1971 in California, I was awakened by a very strange high pitched sound coming from the walls, ceiling, and floor. I opened my eyes to find myself with my face almost against the ceiling. That was strange! I was startled and somewhat confused. I could faintly see myself laying on the bed but the high pitched noise from the surrounding objects dominated and distracted my attention. I remember rotating to my left while floating in the air near the ceiling. Suddenly I found myself shooting through the wall of the bottom right corner near the closet door of my bedroom and found myself in my parent's living room who occupied the other half of the duplex we lived in. Going through the wall was like a breath of air that struck my body except there was no body to speak of.
Still, I can hear that high pitched sound, that came from everything around me. It felt as though everything around me was alive (the true meaning of this did not fully occur to me until 1991 while I was studying Hermetic Philosophy). I was floating above the floor in my parent's living room and I remember not seeing my feet. I was looking at all the living room furniture, all of it was giving off this high pitched sound. I could see Grandma sleeping in her room and my parents in theirs. I could feel their heartbeats because it was like an amplified sound accompanied by the high pitched sound vibrations that was everywhere. I experienced a strange way of movement in that I "willed" my way around. I can only compare that to the experience of pushing myself off of the side of a swimming pool with my legs and just float into that direction. I could feel being in two places at the same time and feeling perfectly comfortable.
Without warning I felt my body shaking violently and feeling very cold. At this point I became afraid and found myself (astral body) shooting back into my body which stunned me. I was sweating profusely even though my room was cold and I laid on the bed panting. I was unable to sleep that morning and just laid there trying to reason as to what happened.
The following night the exact same carbon copy experience occurred only this time I was looking outside from my parent's kitchen door and again it was accompanied by the high pitched sounds coming from all the objects around me. This time I don't remember coming back to my body. I woke up in the morning with the remembrance what had occurred during the night. These were the only two profound OBE experiences I have had. There are others, but none were as clear as the first two experiences mentioned. There is no human anywhere on this planet that can convince me that I was having a dream or hallucination. There are others who have experienced a reality that is yet untapped by the materialistic inclined human mind which only sees the reality they can see with their eyes and in my opinion operates in a narrow bandwidth of reality awareness (10% or less). Science tells us that the human Mind only operates at ten percent of brain capacity, that is, only the smartest and the most brilliant minds operate at ten percent. That leaves the majority of us with less than ten percent. What then, happens when we learn to utilize the other ninety percent? Will we be able to see other dimensions within our own? Shapes and forms that our current state of Mind can not perceive or comprehend? Will we see things that were previously invisible to us?
Janet and I continue to experience strange sleeping patterns in that we are mentally awake and active during the night while our bodies are asleep and it gives us the feeling as if we haven't slept during the night. Yet, we feel refreshed in the morning. This occurs about two to three times a week. Janet and I continue to compare notes with each other. We can see the mental clouds that are released from our own bodies but have difficulty in distinguishing a mental cloud from an independent living entity. They would appear momentarily and then disappear. Their composition is that of a colored light, some are white while many are violet in color. We can only see them with our peripheral vision. When we attempt to look at it directly, we can't see anything but as soon as we look off to the side, there it is again. It does not move with our eyes when we rotate our heads. One time during a wedding from a close friend, we stayed in a motel room and we can see the mental clouds of people who have occupied that room. They ranged from blacks, grays, to yellow, red and green. This indicates that various people occupying different mental planes have stayed in the room. I believe that it is their aura that released the colored clouds. There is still much to be learned from this region of reality. Why am I mentioning all this? It is not to inflate my own ego. If I did, it would be the beginning of a downfall and another lesson in Life that I'd prefer to avoid. This is mentioned because we feel that it is not unique. Janet and I believe that there are other people who have experienced these things and are afraid of being ridiculed. Many maybe afraid that they become excommunicated from their church. This is the weakness of the church and is the reason why I left organized religion. I can not limit myself to their beliefs, it was suffocating me, and because of that, it was impossible for me to grow. So, I left. I watched the membership of my church in 1965 become disease stricken with death dominating the membership. They "believed" that they were suffering for the glory of God. That was repulsive and abhorring to me. They were suffering needlessly as they were cutting themselves off from the SPIRIT energy that surrounds, envelops, permeates, interpenetrate and manifests LIFE all around and within us. There was nothing that could be done for them because they were tenaciously clutching to their petty "believes." One can only let evolution take its course where eventually they too come to the realization that they don't need to suffer. They will discover that GOD, THE ALL, is not as malicious as they believe SPIRIT is. This experience was heart wrenching because they were close friends at one time. But I must walk on my Path for an unknown compelling reason within me, and today I'm grateful for having followed my intuitive Mind because it gave me a speechless Knowledge and freedom that can never be taken from me because it is a true aspect of my own Being. And not just mine, but others who have experienced these things. They will know what I'm talking about. My wife has this understanding and it created a deep bond of Spiritual partnership between us. A Spiritual partnership that is beyond the concept of marriage as established by organized religion. It is a marriage of the heart in which there is no room for superficiality and hypocrisy. But, this will be discussed in another topic in the future.
Today, as I look back, I can see why those things are happening. It can all be traced to the complacency and lack of Spiritual development and growth. People are too busy focusing on outdated belief systems that are no longer valid or effective. The human Mind can not function properly without an understanding of the Mental Principles that govern the human Mind. It's like violating the Law of gravity. It does not matter if you believe in gravity or not. You jump off of a building and you "will fall" toward the earth. Guaranteed! When a person becomes aware of the Law of Gravity, it possesses the KNOWLEDGE to utilize gravity properly and to use it to his or her own advantage, like building airplanes that prevents us from becoming prematurely united with the earth's crust while traveling through the air! Still people die in airplane crashes, but, all can be traced to a singular fundamental principle in the violation of physics. This is KNOWLEDGE! It is not based on a belief that causes the ignorant person to jump off of the building. But this is exactly what organized religion is teaching humanity! Organized religion needs to wake up and teach people the Mental Principles of the Human Mind so that they don't become dysfunctional! It means to fulfill THE LAW of your own BEING. They will discover that God does not exist in their Bible or any other religious literature, but that it is a something that is within all of us and around us, and through us, an inescapable fact of Life.
All the batteries of psychiatrist, psychologists, and other scholars (with all due respect), have not even put a dent in the misery of humanity. They continue to analyze the human Mind and are trying to understand how it functions and why it does the things it does. They do chemical analysis and treat the brain with drugs, but still did they not find a lasting solution. Why? We need to look at the reality beyond the human brain. That is where all the answers are. It is that region of reality that we can't measure and weigh because it is does not exist in Space and Time. That region that is neither here nor there, but is everywhere! We can get lost in the paralysis of analysis and we will end up with a larger mystery than we began when we intellectually analyze. It can all be traced to a simple singular fundamental Principle of Spiritual growth. It is so simple that we tend to overlook these principles with our complex, sophisticated thinking. Forget the lab! As fascinating as their discoveries are. We should never avoid scientific verification where possible. But, there are realities beyond scientific analysis and verification where only the Intuitive Mind is capable of treading. Science needs to go beyond the Great Barrier of doubt and unbelief.
One incident that occurred in our home in 1999. That evening I had gone to bed early because I felt tired while Janet watched TV until around midnight on a Saturday evening. I was laying with my back toward the bedroom door and I was watching her walk into the room as she walked straight toward me grabbing my shoulder and shaking me. I turned around and said, "What did you do that for?" She said, "You are snoring too loud and I can't sleep like that." I said, "Janet, I was awake and watched you walk into the bedroom door." She said, "That's not possible honey, cause you were sound asleep." I said, "That's impossible because I watched you walk through the door." She said, " Well, you were snoring and I can't sleep." The next morning we discussed the incident and realized that we had experienced a strange anomaly. We stopped calling it an anomaly because we know that as we continue to develop, grow, and expand our Minds, that we will continue to encounter things we may not fully understand at times. How exciting!
Fear, afraid, Satan, Devil? Note even a trace
of this exists in our Minds. The fear for Satan, Devil, Demon, or any other belief
regarding the same comes from not "knowing" God. It comes from
"believes" that instigate superstition and is not in the realization of the
enormous stature and omnipresence of THE ALL. If such entities exist, where will
they find their refuge in the absolute presence of THE ALL? Being that THE ALL is
the causation of everything that lives and is alive either seen or unseen by the human
eyes, including the Physical Universe that surrounds us? People who believe
that that the Devil actually exists, will convince you that the Devil is in charge.
I have seen religious literature that instill enormous fear on the unsuspecting population
about how powerful the devil is. The one that towers above buildings with giant
horns on its head (what an imagination!). It would make a good script for Hollywood
to scare the pants off of superstitious people. Yet, it is very real to them.
Those of us who "know" and understand SPIRIT, know that it is the dark side of
human nature that is the true "Satan" of Life. Our newspapers, magazines,
and television are full of these articles that bear witness of the dark side of human
nature and what people do to each other, that can be considered as being
"satanic." It is ludicrous to watch Satan worshippers worship a something
that holds no substance in reality. It is pure superstition and a very primitive
Plane of human thought inherited from the dark age religious concept of God. This is
why we have laws of the land to keep that dark primitive human nature under control so
that it doesn't devour other humans or each other. The Law of the land can not
exercise absolute control (it will always be relative) without resorting to the dark side
of human nature. It is not perfect.
THE
POLAR SHIFT DREAM
02-02-2000
My wife and I were standing outside (I don't know where) during a warm summer day when we were overcome by a strange feeling as though our bodies became charged with kinetic energy. We watched the sun race across the sky and gravity felt strange and different in that it felt impossible to fall down to the ground. The kinetic energy kept everything upright. Body movements became difficult and cumbersome, a feeling of resistance of some unknown external force was acting upon our body movement, as the sun continued to race rapidly across the sky. I shouted to my wife, "I think we're experiencing a polar shift." "Run for cover!" I thought, "Run for cover?!" "Where do we run to?" We watched the shadow of the trees move very rapidly on the ground and there was a very strong force of wind that caused the large trees to sway violently. As quickly as this event occurred, all of a sudden everything looked calm and normal with the exception of one thing --the sun was in the wrong place. Or at least, that is how it appeared to us. We were concerned as to where the North Pole had gone and how it will affect our weather. At no time did we see any destruction or a loss of life. This left me with a very strange unsettled feeling having to think about the things we take for granted.
I awakened with an unsettling mood but it was quickly quelled when I focused on Spiritual Knowledge --To know that nothing happens by accident and that we are firmly held in The MIND of THE ALL, and that nothing can happen unless it is written in the Grand Design of the Universe. I said, "Thank you Father."
If there is another meaning to this
dream, I'm not able to discourse it at this time. I will keep an open Mind because
there is a Spiritual "CORRESPONDENCE" or an ethereal connection between all things. If you the
reader, have an intuitive feeling regarding this dream, please e mail me at arcanum@pymander.com. I'm interested in what
you have to say regarding this dream.
THE BEAR HEAD IN THE
OAK TREE
(2005)
In
October of 2004, hunters shot two bears and took them home for food.
They removed the decapitated bear heads and one of them offered the two heads to
a friend of mine who was visiting northern California and took them home to the
Oregon area where she lived. The next day after she returned home she
buried one of the heads next to an oak tree and performed a little ceremony on
her own sowing rose and flower petals on the bear head's grave. She
mourned the bear's death and returned daily to sow more rose and flower petals and to keep
wild animals from digging up the head's grave. She gave the other head to
a friend of her.
In April of 2005 while I was
visiting my friend, my daughter approached me and asked if I would follow her
outside to an oak tree and asked me to look up in the tree where there was a
large bulge protruding out of the tree trunk at about ten or twelve feet high
and asked me what I saw in the oak tree. "That's a bear head," I
told her. "It is unmistakably a bear head." She pointed to
the ground that was covered by rose petals and explained to me that Laura had
buried the bear head because she felt compassion for the bear. The grave
was about two or three feet from the oak tree's roots.
I examined the oak tree and the
bark of the bear's head and noticed that not only was the bear head protruding
from the corner of the tree trunk where part of the trunk was angling off to the
left, but I could also see that it's chest was beginning to appear in the main
tree trunk. There was moss growing on the bear head that was contributing
to the contrast and the contours of the head and chest. In the summer when
the sun is high above the oak tree, the contrast is such that it makes the bear
head almost as if it is alive and ready to jump out of the tree trunk. I
can see the protruding eyebrows, ears, nose, and mouth and part of its chest and
shoulders. It would be the best time of the day to take pictures because
of the contrast of the shadows. I asked Laura if I could take digital
pictures to publish it on the "Ancient Knowledge and Wisdom" website
to share it with the world, but she declined and asked me not to take pictures
because she felt that it was something very special to her and felt protective
of it. I explained to her that this is the evidence of the invisible
forces in nature that most humans are oblivious to its activity and this would
fall under strange and unexplained phenomena. I explained that a picture
is worth more than a thousand words but she resisted and I am obliged to honor
her request not to take the pictures.
I write this article without
the pictures and so another article of words are written, to be believed or not
believed. But this I can say, that I am an eye witness to this phenomenon
and I can't help but have a deep solemn respect for the unseen force in Nature
that often reach out to humanity to become known but because of superstitious
beliefs and bottom line ignorance remains hidden from the eyes of most humans.
What are my thoughts about
this? The compassion that Laura expressed for the bear was reciprocated
with a response from SPIRIT by forming and fashioning the bark in the likeness
of the bear head that was buried two feet from the oak tree's roots. What
is interesting is that Laura buried the bear's head upright and intentionally
facing east in the direction of the rising sun. The oak tree manifested
and positioned the bear's head in the same direction from its trunk. It is Nature’s
way of saying, "Thank you."
Today, the bear head is
changing in the tree and in time will probably deteriorate and disappear as the
oak tree is subject to the forces of change. There is still time to take
pictures but I am refusing to violate Laura's wishes. She told me that she
has taken pictures with her camera but they are not digital pictures.
Hopefully, she will give in one day and I will have pictures published for this
article. In the mean time the reader will have to decide, to believe or not
believe....
The name of the person involved and location
has been changed to protect her identity and privacy.
It
was the Christmas season of 2004 while sleeping in a guest room when I was
rudely and violently awakened at about
The
next morning as we sat around the table to have breakfast, I mentioned that
something strange had occurred to me during the night. My oldest daughter
immediately responded fearfully by saying, "Dad, please don't mentioned it,
I know what you are going to say." "Please don't say it!"
I stopped immediately. I can see the fear in her face as she walked out of
the dining room area crying and I became curious as to what she experienced.
After a while she regained her composure and returned to the dining room said
that something was trying to pull her out of her back during the night and it
scared her. I said, “that is what happened to me." ”It must
have gone to your room after I told it to get out." The same
experience occurred to her during the night. I asked to be excused and
went to my room and said,” I will be right back." as I closed the
door." As I sat silently on the bed for a few moments to clear my
mind and I can feel the energy in the center of my chest area rising and my
breathing became labored. With my thoughts I communicated with the entity
or desperate Soul and said, "After I told you to leave the room, you went
into my daughter's room and tried to pull her out of her body."
"I am ordering you out of this house and to never come back again.
Leave my family alone!!" "Remember, I'm a Spirit just like you
and I know that you are desperate for a body. "You cannot go around
pulling people out of their bodies." "It does not work!"
“Go into the light of SPIRIT and you will find your rest, but leave my family
alone." I don't want to hear about you again." I can feel
my head shooting darts in all directions. After a few moments I said,
"I thank you, SPIRIT for guiding this desperate Soul and to protect our
family. Feelings of compassion passed over me for the desperate entity and
I understood why he desperately kept clutching to the Physical Plane. He
is not alone. There are many other disembodied humans who are desperate to
obtain a body and to be able to hold onto the Great Physical Plane. Some
are so desperate that they will occupy a floating astral body that is decaying
in the Astral Planes in an attempt to experience the Physical Plane again.
They are never in a state of "death." Death is impossible and is
only a concept of limited human thinking in the perception of disembodiment. It
is a lack of understanding regarding the reality we live in. These things
are not addressed to the general public because there is no
"knowledge" available about these things and no research is being
accomplished at the moment. If an encounter occurs, there is no help
available because no one understands this strange reality. The rules of
physicality do not apply to them. It is strange only because humans are
unfamiliar with this region of human existence. Government, policemen, and
courts are unable to offer protection or advice because it is not part of our
material infrastructure. Besides, there is no need for protection but to
understand this reality so that we can move forward in a coordinated and
organized manner. A criminal spirit entity cannot be jailed for example
because they will move right through the walls of the jailhouse. No other
known methods are available to restrain a malicious Soul. By nature a
disembodied Soul is for the most part peaceful and loving. Physical
Protection is unnecessary because of Omnipresent SPIRIT. Nothing escapes
SPIRIT.
It
is because of the way that Omnipresent SPIRIT structured the Mental Planes that
confines a malicious Soul to its own Plane and the Planes below. He or she
can only descent below their Mental Plane but are unable to rise above it
because it requires proper Knowledge. Something they never paid attention
to during Physical Life and so they are confined to the lower Planes. They
suffer because of the limited confinement they find themselves in. This is
the reason why most ghosts prefer to remain in one place or at least close to
house, barn, grave, or tree because they no longer possess the expanded
awareness of the five senses to interact with the Physical Plane. They
feel secure with a familiar place and cling to it while having fun scaring
people. They may share their plane with others who are in the same Plane
of Mentalism.
Since
the last encounter, no one in the house has had any problems with this pulling
effect. When I returned a few months later and I was sleeping in the
living room on a sleeping bag, there was a tendency for that to occur again but
it was not by the same Soul. Again I thought, "No pulling," and
I ordered the entity to leave immediately before I get angry. I suspect
that they can see the change in my aural color from white to flashing red and
orange. The white aura indicates that I know something about them and the
reality they live in. Never again has the house been bothered in such a
manner except for a few strange things that occurred outside that were
completely harmless. I told them not to be afraid because things are
happening everywhere and not just here. If you are in your proper mindset,
you have nothing to fear and therefore nothing to worry about.
If
any of the readers of this website should have an encounter that seems strange,
do not be afraid because it is in the nature of the Universe that these things
occur. It is perfectly normal. At times it may be occurring while we
are unable to tell if we are asleep, awake, or hallucinating. That is
because it comes from a realm of SPIRIT that is perceived as a dream or
hallucination because of the materialistic conditioned Human Mind. A
conditioned mind is unable to decipher an event of strange phenomena because it
is conditioned not to believe it. The person would fall into a paralyzing
fear because his or her mind "does not compute" the event.
The dream world of materialistic thinking becomes shattered with the sudden
unexpected appearance of a strange phenomenon.
The
wrong thing to do when a person should experience an encounter with an invisible
entity or disembodied person is to express fear. Because that fear
indicates ignorance of the reality they dwell in and they can take advantage of
you by scaring you. When you express "fear," they know that they
have the advantage over you. We at times scare family members or friends
and relatives because it is fun and to watch the expression of fear on their
face and we laugh about it afterwards. It is the same for a
disembodied human who realizes that they are not bound to the rules of physical
reality. They can change the temperature in a room, appear as pig, or
swarm of flies that occur for the most part in the victim's imagination and take
advantage of their belief in "the Devil." Some disembodied
humans can manifest grotesque faces and even make a bed or furniture shake,
or a whole house. They can make things float in mid air and scare the
daylight out of people. Fear comes from not understanding the nature of
SPIRIT. Today, we live in an age that will reveal many secrets of the
unseen realm that was at one time covered by the veil of ignorance, unbelief,
superstition, and false beliefs. This veil is now being torn apart.
One
day a communications protocol will be established to converse with those who
have disembodied and who have no voice box to communicate because of the lack of
a body. It is possible that the time to communicate with them may be
limited because of the unavoidable process of Soul sleep. Once they are
asleep, they should not be disturbed and they may be unreachable once they are
cradled in the deep reality of Omnipresent SPIRIT. Ghosts or Souls, once
they are discovered to be present even though in their non-physical state, have
a tendency to be shy because they know that they don't have a "normal"
body to be seen and to communicate with. When they are detected with
electronic equipment, they tend to hide because they feel that they are not
"normal" anymore because of the lack of a body. Some ghosts will
attempt to communicate but only scare humans and researchers because they are
not very well understood. Some could have evil and malicious tendencies
and can hurt and even kill physical humans, though, it is extremely rare.
When a ghost is seen with human eyes, what is observed is the natural astral
body that resembles the physical body that will eventually be discarded as the
Soul goes into a deep sleep that may last through centuries of our time.
Their discarded astral body will decay in the lapse of time in the Astral Planes
and eventually will completely dissipate and return to the elements of SPIRIT
from where it originated.
How
are we protected from violent criminal Souls? The mental planes consist of
various levels of existence. For example, a murderer who has lost his life
because of a death sentence will occupy a plane that is very low on the scale of
Life. This person can go lower but is unable to rise above his own plane
because of ignorance. They know most things below their mental plane but
know nothing what is above them. Most humans who dwell in the higher
planes of thought will be out of reach for this disembodied criminal and this
person is bound to his or her own level by their own choice and is unable to
reach those who are on the higher plane. Some humans because of their
unstable Minds rise and fall between the mental planes while other become
straddled between two different planes because they are unable to let go of a
condition in their lives and they suffer greatly. None are exempt from the
deep unconditional LOVE of SPIRIT that is maintained for the manifested reality
and the creation of various Life forms, no matter how high or low their dwelling
on the scale of Life.
The
desperate entity in my experience was a respected medicine man from the Takilma
Indians who had disembodied in the nineteenth century. He was a medicine
man and spiritual leader for the tribe. For some reason or another he was
unable to make the transition in order to pass into physical life again.
These were the thoughts I was left with after the encounter....
J. R. Seydel
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